By Nate Dodgson
I consider myself very fortunate and even lucky to be alive and have an apartment of my own. I underwent three subsequent appeal processes after my housing was denied due to my criminal record.
Needless to say, I was finally approved as the denial was overturned. I am very grateful to have had the opportunity to appeal because without it, I would still be homeless.
I spent nearly 2.5 years at Interfaith Sanctuary, and before that, 13 months at River of Life (Boise Rescue Mission). I moved to Boise from the Seattle area 4 years ago in a desperate attempt to sober up and save my life from the grips of alcoholism.
Moving into homeless shelters was a result of losing the ability to provide for myself. It was a result of a slow, gradual decline due to my inability to quit drinking. Eventually, you’re left empty and with nothing. I’m grateful for all the support and love which the staff so selflessly provide. The shelter and other guests became family. It’s like a tribe or village. I had to build a lot of faith and courage in order to get through the day-to-day without falling deeper into oblivion, mentally.
An extreme, deadly dependence on alcohol combined with losing everything really tested my spirit. So much shame, anger, and hopelessness. That feeling of emptiness and loss deprives one’s soul to the point of lifelessness. It’s the reality of being stuck and never seeing it coming, blindsided by the consequences of my past actions and behavior.
When I moved into my own studio, I was even more blessed from the assistance I received from a local church. Red Rock Christian Church furnished my apartment as well as provided other essential items so that I could actually be at home and live the way we are meant to live. Things such as a shower curtain, towels, toilet paper, kitchen utensils, and food we often take for granted. I am so grateful for their time and provisions which helped me get and stay on my feet at a time where I really had nothing else. Without their help, I would most certainly been in an eerily empty apartment with a sleeping bag.
But thanks to their contribution, the place has always felt like home to me. I want to thank everyone who has supported and helped me along my journey.